What you are about to read.....

The perfect find for how I feel today- lol!

I have decided that I AM DONE! Done with everything, the traffic, the bills, the groceries, the laundry, the kids, the husband, ultimately everything! Seriously, why is this so difficult? I am going to warn you, what you are about to read next comes from a fed-up, self-employed, middle aged crazy and hormonal housewife ranting about this and that and whatever else comes to mind. Or at least for today - this is who I am and who you get.
This game called "Being A Grown Up" is highly over-rated! Please do not misunderstand me, I love my family, my friends, my life. The truth is today is just one of those days where having a punching bag would relieve so much of the crap I've been feeling.  Not too long ago, I wrote on depression (read it again for kicks) and I am so disappointed in myself. Why? That was 3 months ago and I have continued to allow the negativity to keep me headed down that long dark path.  Heck, they say that recognizing and admitting you have a problem is the first step to recovery. (Btw, that is a universal saying that can be applied to almost anything.) So why am I still in the dumps? Gadzooks!

When I was a kid, I wanted to hurry up and become a grown up.  I wanted to be an adult, do whatever I wanted to do, when I wanted to do it. No one to boss me around! Yes, these are the things only a child would think, but as adults we all know this is not how is works! The reality is, there are more people out there telling us what to do, when to do it, how it should be done everyday! To sum it all up -- It bites! Moving on to my next rant...

I am sick of all this crap I see on t.v. too!  I am not a hater - I am a lover and as cliche as that sounds that's the truth. I hate violence and any malovent acts towards humanity. What are people thinking? Our own people, and when I say our own people..I mean people of EARTH! We are all of the same species - so why are we not acting like humans? The riots are getting ridiculous - people, stop! Just stop the hate please! I can't for the life of me understand people who choose to practice their 1st amendment right, to allow, condone or participate in any act of violence. Those indivduals in higher influential positions should be using their positive influence to lead people to peace, not war! What good does that bring to the overall cause?

"The First Amendment has been twisted to the point that freedom of religion is in danger of becoming freedom from religion." Ronald Reagan (read more ) 

So fighting violence with violence - what happened to good old fashioned diplomatic resolution? Oh wait, it doesn't exist! Ultimately, this games results in no winners but all losers! As people of Earth we need to reevaluate the way we communicate with one another.

If you stop and think about it, it just makes sense...especially for the United States! The greatest nation, the land of the free, the brave - what happen to peace and humanity? Instead of the human species fighting and destroying one another, why in God's (feel free to replace with your own higher divine power) name are we not uplifting and unifying one another? Ya'll realize that WE ARE NOT ALONE here on this earth, right? I mean, you seriously can't be too obtuse to think that in this VAST universe that we are the only living creatures in it...correct? OK now that is established, let's move on to religion.

Now, this is the confusing part and I for one am no expert but I can say with affirmation, I am a child of God, believer of the Almighty Father and Jesus Christ. I am grateful for it all whether its good or bad, I just give thanks for life. It's quite amazing how the battle with in us is a real and a daily thing. We must realize and understand that there are others who struggle daily with those internal spiritual battles too - and for that stuggle all I can say is, just know that the holy spirit works overtime to fight for us to save our souls. Stay in the word and have faith.  

Bottom line - promote love and peace, not hate and destruction! Although, the contradicting part to this scenario is that according to the word of God, these things must happen before he returns.

He replied: "Watch out that you are not deceived. For many will come in my name, claiming, 'I am he,' and, "The time is near.' Do not follow them. When you hear of wars and uprisings, do not be frightened.  These things must happen first, but the end will not come right away." Then he said to them: "Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom.  There will be great earthquakes, famines and pestilences in various places, and fearful events and great signs from heaven." ~LUKE 21 8;11~

Ok so do you see? So, if this is the will of our Father we need to prepare ourselves right?  Signs of the End Times really is upon us.  

Ok good, I am glad you understand...now moving on to another favorite topic of mine....ME! No really, even though I do like to talk about all my issues, I am not in the mood to discuss them.

This is all I have for today, I am rather worn out and ready to put this babe to rest. So with that, I say Abschied, Adieu, Adios, Aloha, and Farewell.  

Until the next time....be kind to one another.  I MEAN IT! Don't make me RANT like this again!